LeoC: Another chapter of life~

This is the pic i drew for mia as her birthday present.

This the drawing i drew for evelyn (eugene's gf) for her exam. Btw i have nth 2 tok bout tis pic so its just a sunset scenery.

I drew tis pic long time ago..its a boy who is trying to reach out for the firefly yet it is impossible..so the firefly is just something unreachable..................

Yesterday (specifically, 2 Oct 2007), I did a veli stupid thing again..i fought with one of my frens bcoz of some small matters...ya...i noe its small...it was just because i thought he didn't want post a comment in my blog..then i started to get paranoid again and argued with him.... ya..i noe...as ya all read til here u will start to think OMG yong xin u r dem kecil hati la..like a gal la...i know..i know..

Well, it all happened because I started ignoring him for 6 months during my veli down period..At that time, I didn't want to go along with my friends..and i was afraid to do so...then, during june, i tok back to him again..and i found out he changed...n our frenship changed..we are not as close as we used to be..so I really felt veli scared and tried to fix back our friendship..yet everything was like a broken mirror..though i can find back all the pieces and fix them back again..its no more a perfect mirror..So i felt veli scared at this thought and strived to bring back the moment we used to be that close...and i become more extreme and extreme..til a stage i started to repent..i felt like wanna forgo this frenship but to no avail..i realli cant do it..

I dunno ..but he still put up with me...with my temper...I dunno but deep down in my heart i realli duwan lose him as fren...and now i try to change myself..Well, for me, friend is kinda important..dun ask me why..mayb i realli duwan to be alone all the time..

I just drew the 5 Cengal Cina Gang and then made it into header. Lol..dunno if any of ya can guess which character belongs to which guy in the real life..
Btw, i'm making tis blog mostly to post my drawings coz there's nth i wanna tok bout my already-fallen-apart life... maybe here's where i can resort to putting all my emotions into my drawings...haha

Well...almost 1 years edi...after going through the veli down period, i thought i was back on track again but dun realli think i am..after all, ppl say dat its up to me to choose the road i want to go...so last friday while i was frustrated drawing the comic (perfectionist), i found back the old blog. So, after modifying it, i feel satisfied as something was done! Coz tis yr i feel tat i have not realli done anything tat realli satisfy me..not to mention my going-down result.. Frankly, tis blog does not realli give me an urge 2 continue blogging but it has somehow give me a queer feeling of satisfaction...

I noe wad i said is kinda crappy but tis is truely how i feel...be it boredome or wadeva shit O.O, i hope i will not discard tis blog as i did to my previous one..

P/S: Jon ur blog is realli nice one, keep it up though!

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(1st row (from left): me (pui kia), kok wai / 2nd row (from left): Samantha aka peoi yarn, Mia aka kah leng)
Last saturday i went peoi yarn house for her mooncake gathering. This is the photo i took with my primary school friends. almost 5 yrs edi and we still keep in touch - and i am happy bout it. during the gathering we also played candles and went around the rumah pangsa with tang lung - like a recall to my old times when i was in primary school where i used to play with this mid-autumn thingy. Then i stay overnite in peoi yarn house. Thx to her n her parents n her sis!

LOL...since jon and jason and foo already made their own blog i guess i should make one too...
Well..thx 2 jason for his encouragement..LOL...( i just told him that i should make a blog and he said ' go lar' and WALA!!)..
thx to jon for u are sum1 whom i can realli tok to..and tis is kinda unrelated to the tis post..
thx to peoi yarn because i'm gonna ask u how 2 make a nice blog..
i've made several blogs before and all gone in2 tong sampah..
hope tis blog wont have the same fate ~